Am I a real ‘person?
My ‘belief’ is…I am a ‘person.’ BUT… a ‘belief’ is only a ‘mental act?
Do I ‘understand’ what that means? Or will I just let it slide away as it seems silly.
Maybe that’s why I have been told
Will my ‘understanding’ show me that as a ‘person’ I am really a ‘mental act?
Do I ‘understand, ‘mental’ means ‘thinking’ and ‘act’ is also ‘thinking?
So am I only ‘thinking’… I’m a real ‘person?
Do I ‘understand’ a meaning for ‘person’ is a ‘guise?
AND… a ‘guise’ is a ‘false appearance.’
Does that mean I, as a ‘person’ am a ‘false appearance’ and am not real?
And is that why I have been told
I ask again…is that what I am to ‘understand?
And if I am not to judge by my body, what am I to judge by?
Is it I’m NOT to believe I am a ‘person…just because the ‘appearance’ says I am?
Is that what I am to ‘understand?
That the ‘appearance’ of me as a ‘person’ is NOT me?
And that I should not be deceived, by my ‘appearance’ as a person?
But wait, as a ‘person’ I do believe I am something real. BUT…if ‘believe’ is to ‘assume,’ then I am only ‘assuming’ I am real, based on my ‘beliefs,’ which are composed of my ‘mental acts.’ My ‘thinking.’
AM I REAL?
As a ‘person’ I have a physical body, which is made up of ‘matter, ‘ so yes, I must be a real ‘person.’
Do I ‘understand’ what physical matter is? Do I?
Physical matter is comprised of and is….
‘The actual substance of THOUGHT.
Does that mean, that as a ‘physical person’…the real me is a THOUGHT?…
A ‘mental act’ taking place in my mind?
I’m really confused .
Am I ‘understanding’ what it is I am to UNDERSTAND?
I really do want to ‘understand.’
If I’m ‘sleeping’ then I’m not being ‘aware.’
Again, what am I to ‘understand?
Do I need to UNDERSTAND that as a ‘person’ I DO NOT EXIST.
And why don’t I as a ‘person’ exist?
Because my ‘appearance ‘ that I’m a ‘person’ is deceiving me.
Do I need to UNDERSTAND…the ‘person’ I think I am….is only a MENTAL ACT. MY….THINKING
IS THAT WHAT I AM TO UNDERSTAND?
I AM A MENTAL ACT. I AM MY THINKING?
I’m still so confused. What shall I do now?
Yes, I have read this…BUT… do I ‘understand’ it?
Do I UNDERSTAND
Free is ‘not subjected to the laws of physical necessity.’
Free is to ‘be enjoyed without limitations; unrestricted, not obstructed,
Free is ‘not united or combined with anything else;
Free is ‘separated and unattached;
Free is to ‘rid of that which confines, and limits.’
Am I to ‘understand’ that I can, by UNDERSTANDING, be ‘free’ of the ‘person’ I think is me?
And then what happens to ‘me?
Will I FINALLY UNDERSTAND
NOT IN MY BODY AS A PERSON
Is that why I am told
AND…once I get my UNDERSTANDING
I will have the WISDOM to UNDERSTAND
And not in my body as a ‘person’ but IN my Spirit.
Will my UNDERSTANDING prove
I guess I had better get busy
GETTING MY UNDERSTANDING
My real Self